Saturday, February 25, 2012

everything that happens in your life, is happening for a reason

Hello Hello Good Late Evening,


So I was going through my blog posts and then I was checking my phones calendar and I was like wait a minute, no. . no.. no way! I had said in my last post sorry for not following through for the month of February of two posts a week but when I looked at the calendar actually I have. Amazingly awesome; I think so because I have actually followed through even though the goal is a short-term goal/small. Yaay, for me posting twice a week this month! This is my second post for this week, which I was going to leave it until tomorrow but I just have this feeling of not doing that because it may not get done at all. Any who, today was a blizzard of a day out but not cold, thank goodness! I loved it though, I love how untouchable and fresh it looked on the ground and will still look in the morning since it started again. It felt great to be out in the snowy weather like that, it seemed just perfect today. I know I didn't do much besides work but that is okay. It's days like these where great things happen, they happen unexpectedly and for a reason. A reason that also lead me to a line that keeps roaming around in my head that you hear here and there in life 'be careful what you wish for'. . .


It is interesting how things that you've been wanting so bad to happen gravitate themselves to you but you allow yourself to turn away because your shy or your beliefs of yourself.


It was just a great day, a really great day and of course with great conversation! This day definitely made up for my horrible horrible day on Wednesday. Thank you snow and I honestly love you today even though I never really love you, lol. So see you again in the beautiful morning.. I think so! I hope you enjoy the lovely photos of snow that will be attached here in the morning, so look back for those tomorrow. =) 


Have a beautiful night.




Signed, Joe

Friday, February 24, 2012

Ooh, I don't love you but I always will


Hello Lovelies!

Yaaay! I am back blogging finally. I know I haven't followed through with posts particularly well this month but that's not my fault. It was my lovely computer of 5 years that decided to stop working. So I had to wait to get a new computer to use and it came to me today, woot woot!! I am back into blogging mode, it actually sucked when I didn't have a computer because I had so many things I wanted to post about but couldn't. I guess I can get onto some interesting things now and catch up on everything that I wanted to mention or conversations. 

1. My second last post I believe that I wrote about my co-worker/friend doing my make-up well those pictures will be finaallly posted after this entry today. So they will definitely be up by the end of this day, so check back on that by clicking on the following link here -> Oh la la, wink! 

2. I love my very close friends so so much, because there is always interesting conversations that come about. I love exciting conversations, especially the ones where you allow yourself to day-dream about the future. 

3. Currently at the moment these two songs are definitely on repeat [Poison & Wine by The Civil Wars (it's an older song I believe) & Good Girl by Carrie Underwood] I heard the first song from an episode of The Vampire Diaries which by the way is one of my favorite shows. Oh and they are on that new song with Taylor Swift called Safe & Sound in case you're not sure who I am talking about. 

4. My week has been very unproductive I feel even though I did do the things I have needed to complete off my to do list. I guess free time is good but you know those times when you want to do something other than have all this free time so that you're busy but then when you're busy you want the free time. It's really a win-lose situation if you ask me. It's good, however to be thankful for the time off to relax because this coming week is busy busy busy, with so much too do. 

5. I have a lot of new things to post up about clothes wise since I went to forever21 last week and found a few little things to add into my wardrobe and are cute little pieces for spring/summer on cooler or milder days that don't consist of hot hot summer heat. 

6. I was planning on getting my haircut for the longest of times, actually I was suppose to have gone back in January the beginning and never got around to it. When I called to see when my hair stylist was available next I couldn't go because I had work as according to my schedule until I got called later that night I didn't have to go in. Besides the point, now have to wait until the lovely second-ish week of March since she is fully booked.  

7. The current book that I am reading is ' The Teaching of Little Crow'. The first chapter was very slow going for me but then after I got into it from the second chapter I wanted to read more however, it was late and I had work. I have not read much from it this week. I think tonight that will be something I will do to pass some time. 

8. So there is a new cereal called Cinnamon Pops that I saw when I went to Walmart the other day with my mom. I was like I want to try these!! But I was like in my head what if they aren't good..? anyways, by far not the case they are delicious, hopefully not an limited edition thing. I wish I would have bought another box because there was only 4 left on the shelve and to me at the time seem like a good sign. Yet in my mind maybe not because it's new and people like to try new things right?! :p And yes, I am and always have been avid cereal eater a nights even though it's breakfast cereal or I've had it for breakfast already. Some times it's just too good not to have a second time in one day! ha. 

9.  Some other music that I have been listening to lately this past two weeks and even before just the one song is 'The Fray'. I know it's not very common for people to get Cd's anymore but I went to purchase there's even though I have an ipod. Of course my ipod is more of a practical use then an album, however it's great for at home. 

10. haha.. I love how people know it's me when I have called for them and I haven't even said my name, then I giggle and it makes them laugh! Joyous, joyous love. 

11. 11:11pm has been a regular these past two days for whatever reason I cannot explain but very interesting.

12. Talking about vacationing in the future with laa future boyfriend to somewhere like California, Las Vegas or New York which would be so amazingly fun but I think even even more awesome would be Australia and London!! Woot, don't you just love dreaming up a storm! For me it sounds so now but it's so very future, so very future that my response was [ahhh why doesn't this person come fasteer, so it can be fun fun fun! =)] Like this beautiful quote there is good reason [When God knows you're ready for the responsibility of commitment He'll reveal the right person under the right circumstances Wait patiently DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME SEARCHING AND WISHING Grow and be ready you'll see God will give you a love story far better than you could ever dream of]


13. I LOVE couples, in particularly the ones I know because they are so cute and awww.. I want to experience I radiance like there's. It screams in your face glowing, beautiful love the kind that you notice of very few couples but their energy just floats above air and sends the whole room spinning with heads. 


14. I love beautiful comments that people tell me about myself or think of me because before I would brush them off into the wind but I have learnt to accept them and be thankfully for them. There is some pretty amazing things people like about you if you allow yourself to listen and take them in. 


15. Another thing I loved from this week having talked about is kids. Yes, I want them, always have since forever as long as I can remember. As of right now want kids at this very moment no, but definitely in my future. Just thinking about play dates and amazing fun things like that. I never really actually thought about specifically that aspect ever. It's really an amazing thing when you don't just let your thoughts compile to yourself but you have conversations about stuff and this is one thing I truly think is exciting. 


16. My most number one attribute that I love in a person is there honesty as well as truth and of course laughter. I love those because I like when I am told the truth and it's not sugar coated. It's the real deal. I like it because it seems rare to find these days but also because lying and sugar coating things is not my cup of tea because at the end the truth always, always comes out. It's just a matter of time. 


17. My last comment for the night is 41 more days until the lucky twenty-four hits upon me. 

This is finally the end of this I was only expecting a short amount but all these things came flooding to me. Since having written this I feel like this should a be an every friday night post - about whatever from the week. I think I am going to make this happen! Since March is starting up my posts will be 3 times a week now. So for sure be on the look out for that with no computer dilemmas.  So I think that calls for a regular post name for fridays for posts like theses.. 

Have a lovely friday evening! 





Signed, Joe

Friday, February 17, 2012

Oh la la, wink!

Good Good Jelly-Bean Evening Lovelies!

So today I was at work, well technically I saw a friend/co-worker post about how she needed a model for her to do makeup on. I didn't respond because I was just bypassing really in hypothetical speech. I was going to be like I would but I was like, okay on to the next thing. We so happened to have been working together today and she asked me what I was doing after work and I wasn't doing anything 'important' (but sit here right now and eat jelly beans which by the way the mango ones are so fricken delicious I can't stop eating those ones.) besides the point.. everything I had on my list of to do's has been completed this week surprisingly, so I was like yeah sure I'll be your model for you. At first I was kind of nervous a bit for maybe 5minutes but after that it was smooth sailing. I am glad I went to go be a model for her to practice her make-up on. Wow, at first I was like it feels so light but secondly I was sort of unsure because one I don't wear make-up to work ever, ever. Secondly it just had to grow on me since I am not into foundation and stuff but after looking at it a couple of times I was like WOW!  I LOVED, LOVED, LOVED how she did my eyes, amazing! I must get her to teach me, seriously! She asked how I wanted my eyes and of course I immediately fell in love with natalie portman's eyes on the new ad for DIor and she did it like that, ahh-gorgeous-in-love bring on the hot date, wink! lol. But seriously, definitely a good time to have gone out, but it just felt great to see something different. I am really appreciative and grateful for her taking the time to do a lovely job. I am honestly blessed with amazing people and amazing opportunities. All the make-up she used to do my look was by Dior makeup as for the specifics of which colors, etc that I do not have written down. I never asked because I don't think I would purchase those products myself but quite possibly the eyeshadow color quad. Maybe even the mositurer it seemed really good. I also picked up some tips well she was doing the make-up on me and her person was watching her do the look. It was a great way to spend an evening. If there is any questions on what was used I definitely could ask and get that information back. For sure the foundation on me was 21 I believe, I don't remember if they have letters in front of the numbers but it was 21 that I know for sure. Anyways, this is a chatter-y post I feel and seems like supeeer faaaast talking as if I was talking about this in person. I hope you all have a great night and the pictures I will try to post up of the look she did on me if I can. But I don't know since my computer isn't going so smoothly, if not I will use another computer to post it up. 






Have a lovely friday night.
p.s. - look out for another post tomorrow I have lots of things I want to mention about, so be on the look out for that with perhaps a lot of writing. Hopefully, not to much.. if you've stuck out this long.. you're a true trooper my friend, true trooper and thanks love ya. 







Signed, Joe

Monday, February 13, 2012

I Vow to help You Love Life

Hi .. 


Yes I know I did not do two posts this week and that is because my computer is on the kaputs. So everything I want to add into my posts such as photographs I cannot. My lovely posts that I really want to put up have to wait, sorry lovelies. I thought I would come on here to write about my Saturday adventure of going to the movies! Who doesn't love the movies! Well the movie I went to see was `The Vow` with my beautiful friend. I loved it, it was sad and cute, it definitely made me think. I feel like it probes questions into your mind you probably never really would think about really unless asked or had to deal with it personally. However, for me the ending was not my favourite at all. I was kind of disappointed in that aspect just a bit, but I definitely feel like this is one of my favourite movies now. Yes, definitely number one until `The Lucky One`comes out in april. I love Rachel McAdams, shes so down to earth, cute, adorable, ahh what's not to love about her! The movie is based on a true story also which I feel makes you question yourself of things. As for Channing Tatum`s characters emotions you understand the unconditional love and hardship going on within him that it makes you go now that's complete and true love. 








Signed, Joe

Monday, February 6, 2012

i promise ( and if you flash your heart, i won't deny it)

Good Semi-late Evening! 

It's a Monday night and I have decided to blog, woot! I know such a HUGE accomplishment for me and this blog, ha! Anyways.. this blog post is a little more of a personal one. It got me thinking from another blog post I read. I thought it would be cool to have this entry on here - a letter to myself, my twenty-four year old self. Why? Who knows, really.. ha! I understand those are usually personal and you keep them sealed in an envelope and open it a year later to read but I thought a post would be interesting. I know it's putting my thoughts all out there and perhaps it's a little too much but I just feel like it makes sense for me to do a interesting post like this on here. enjoy the rambling thoughts that surround my mind, about 10% of the thoughts. =) The other 90% are ready to explode on out here too but patience my friends, patience. =)

Taken by the lovely, talented and beautiful Meg Courtney of Meg Courtney Photography 


Dear Twenty-Four year old daisy blossom sweet pumpkin pie!

You are reading this letter with an astounding accomplishment of goals that came into fruition because of your ambitious desire. 

At the time of you writing this you were just a couple months shy of twenty-three until 3 more months. I understand your struggle that your heart was being tugged at all the time of having written this but I see you graciously have made it through. 

You are now with the most unimaginable desires imaginable because you allowed a miracle to sweep through. 

You're more than likely with the most incredible man that you could have asked for in your life! He's the one person you desired for all of time, your soul-mate, the other half of you that completes you truly -- ultimately the best kind of awesome goodness that's possible. He teaches you the most beautiful things of life and loves you like no tomorrow. 

The most amazing part of it all is he accepts you for you, just like your amazing 4 core friends do. All those life time worries that swirled up your mind, like for example: not knowing if you'd fit in, to his family liking you or not knowing if his friends will like you etc. are of the past. 

He has a heart like no other! So full of honesty, truth, love, care, success, loyalty, ambition, confidence, intelligence, independence, patience, respect, communication (direct), empathy, fun, happiness, passion and full of LAUGHTER (by the way the best part that gives you that glowing grin) - ha, don't worry I'm not trying to make you blush red as a bush of roses just throwing the truth out there! ;) You HAPPPY GIRL and I am HAPPY for YOU! Truly happy! 


Oh, I am not done with this lovely man of yours just wait, so don't be trying to run your mind, hoping I am going to change the topic that quick, ha! 

He definitely listens like no tomorrow to every little tiny detail to understand the person you are. He has an remarkable personality like nobody's cupcake business and you adore him to sweet simple love pieces! The most admiral fact that completes you the most is the unbelievable faith and belief in you along with each other. The best part of you two is the ability of allowing each other to grow of yourself, to evolve into your fullest potential. 

The complete whipping to the pie is the family-oriented way you've become as a combined couple; the sparkle and energy that out shines into people like white chocolate mousse cake on a sunny afternoon. This is your soul-mate, this is one of your utmost beloved desires that came to you into fruition and you both keep working hard everyday to love the happiness that strings along high. This my pretty lady is the one everybody else knew before you did the one they called "the lucky one!" Everybody knew it without a doubt in their minds but you my dear were never 100% sure it was possible like everybody else until later down the road when you were twenty-three. 

Well enough about the sparkle that shines in your eyes and onto your amazing core 4 friends! (Okay, so no names were going to be mentioned but that's not fair at all, so may I present with special honour in no particular order, cristina, joyce, samby and amanda) Yes, they are apart of this beautiful letter and how could they not be! They are fricken super gorgeous stars that are part of your heart along with lovely, beautiful, and unique friends that remain to continuously grow. They are the best part of you, still with joy, love and excitement! These four accept you still as you are as an individual and as you evolve into a completely amazing beautiful person that you already are! In particular they inspire you, believe in you, trust you and are completely loyal to you like the a in heart. You get them and they get you and you wouldn't have it any other way! Oh and yes, they looove your incredibly awesome beau.. don't you worry! ;) ha!

Moving along here with this letter, which wow have you noticed that your letters are always so long? Look at this.. I see the ones to others but wow to yourself, incredible my friend. - I think we have a hands down sweet writer inside yourself and don't even deny it, because I know your friends have mentioned it to you before. Continue to keep writing because you are good at it and don't think that you're not because I know sometimes when you're writing to yourself you may think it sounds stupid unlike writing for someone. Keep shining those wonderful thoughts down! p.s - I heard sometimes your writing brings tears (good tears), actually most of the times.. you're doing something great, so keep it up! 

Oh boy, we are here already the final destination it seems like in this letter but we all know it isn't! The goals and ambitions that you've had, continue to make, have and let grow continuously have come into their own. Your mind is in wow'zer town, ha! Your mind is still trying to put a handle on the beautiful miracles that is called life that you have allowed to happen for you. 

Your desired struggle dream of fashion has developed into big things - things you never completely imagined beyond your eyes. It's all because of your spiritual belief in something more than your self. A beautiful young woman such as yourself is so full of love, care, intelligence, truth, honesty, loyalty, success, beauty and value but of course there is so much more amazing as well as wonderful aspects about you but these are just a few to mention in a nutshell. 

Yes, I have to mention this other amazing friendship that you have which continually grows and continually supports you like no fricken apple cinnamon pie tomorrow! I think that is a great opening liner, don't you? Ha! Yes, your wonderful smart to the t cousin who is a complete genius in your eyes. He definitely is your number one support - shhh! don't tell laa boyfriend, ha! He may get jealous that it's not him but that's between you and I but you know he's up there too. :p His personality is still unbelievably understanding, helpful and is still on your list of admiral people that you value their opinion of. He's someone you cherish gratefully, have a trust stronger than the year before and a exceptional friendship that you always wished you had but definitely have. He's the most amazing person, cousin and brother like as if you were he's actual little sister. 

By now your blog has grown and so have you as a creative person. The amazing potential inside of you has sprung into your unseen beauty that was always held within you. It's something you never really fully were capable of seeing and I am happy for you that you are able to see it whole as a puzzle and not as a piece. 

You continue to keep family oriented and in touch with the members of your great life. Your beautiful cousins and family that believe in your desires continue to believe and are happy for all the success you are growing into. They keep you grounded along with so do the little simple sweet things like fun.

The joy of fun, fun, fun is also a great part of you! The fun travel expeditions that you take make you grow also. They give you the lovely beautiful down to earth free spirited creatively talented person that you are! You put a smile not on your own face but also those around you as well as in your presence. Your energy is on fire and not even water can burn that fire out, haha!

Your longest of time ambition of a goal since you were literally in elementary was that of to know a second language. Yes, this has always been on your desire of things to have and accomplish. Boy, have you actual kept your word to learning this, sounds like serious business! How could it not be there; I see a very common trend since you were little so this language may as well be your second one! It definitely has given you a wonderful, new, continuous challenge in a way to better educate yourself further. I am sure two of your amazing friends are glad you are serious about this and want to learn.. that is if you have told them or anybody.. hmm! I know you and I really hope they know! :p If they don't heello open that window of your so called mouth and tell them noow!! haha.

I know this is getting to be a very long letter huh, well I definitely know you won't be disappointed since I know you love long letters and such. However your immeasurable interest to read and journal is what develops your growth more and more. The beautiful part of your journalling  is your desire to share with your better half. May I add your blog also is very therapeutic if you ask me at times, no? Your willingness to express but also the same amount of wanting to hear to understand is what puts a smile on your face that in some way you have touched someone deep down inside. Also the understanding of your better cookie swirl pieces half makes you understand more and more. More as he grows as a person and more of a person that he was before he met you. He appreciates you like blueberry and peaches and cares about you like a dairy queen hot fudge sundae.. mmmm, drooool, haha! (Speaking of that, I think I could really go for that now, ask laa boyfriend to take thee. I think so!)

Geehz, girl are you a writer or what I am still reading this and just when I am thinking it's about to end I am still reading more wonderfulness! Thanks, I guess, yep. ;) Really this topic ended up down here, this far from everything else! Well, well school, school how do you adore thee - shiny white pearl smilee! I see your desire to get into school has come into full force and is something that is allowing you incredible knowledge. It is the ticket to what you felt you lacked before. It has opened even more doors to understanding what you knew you needed more of to fully be on page. 

Your not really new found glory but definitely keeping it in rotation in your life.. called exercise which then compliments your health aspect is growing nicely into your life. You really are doing a maginficently incredibly great job since it kind of is helping with holding all the important parts of your life together beautifully. 

This thing called learning to play the guitar is an actual new found glory, yep! I remember when you were so intrigued about a guitar and you got one but knew nothing of how to play. I see you've finally taken the step to learn! You go girl! I know you had those vocal pipes issued some voice lessons in the past and I know music is your second love along with fashion tied in there. Whether you think your vocals are that great or not, it's about accomplishing and having the ability to wanting to learn that strikes a chord inside you. 

I think we are almost at a wrap up here with this letter, don't you worry! I won't keep you away anymore from your precious time, sweet love or maybe even lazy day. Whatever it is that you are doing I am sure to not keep you any longer. 

You are so grateful of your life and give back so freeing-ly that the love inside you illuminates. It's your energy that continues to make you noticed. Your presence is so vibrate and all the beautiful things that have come to you has come into marvelous, glorious fruition for you and I am ecstatic-ly happy for you. 

I think the best of all things to happen for you in one of your friendships or perhaps friendship(s) is the fact of all the fun, exciting get together double dates! Yes, I went there and don't be thinking I forgot about this at all because I know the thoughts of your past. In particular there's one that stands out the most (about having lots of fun hanging out and how cuteee you two will be) Ah, umm.. hello, you over there if you haven't seen we are pretty cute.. so cute more than that pretty darn cute may I might add! ;) Yeah Rachel McAdams and Channing Tatum called and they want their cuteness back from ya! :p I know you never pictured in a hundred years, or never once imagined this fully but I know it excites you, you love it and it just feels like the sea rushing in over top of you. 


I know even more you are particularly definitely thankful for getting back in touch and being friends. You have undeniable similarities and are continuously grateful and because of this so many great things have happened already. =)

Well my dear daisy blossom twenty-four year old sweet pumpkin pie, the heart of this letter is at it's end. I am glad to see you have survived this incredible year and almost all of this age. You are moving into greater things, greater than you're fully aware shown inside your ambitious goals. There's more beauty, love, truth, honesty, friendships, fun, family and life to enjoy coming. So until your next letter if there is one (we shall see because 25 is a BIG DEAL! BIG DEAL, so I've heard!) - I love you and you're an amazing talented, creative, success full of treasured love. 



signed, 
sweeet, sweeet love.






Signed, Joe

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Ah, Itch, Ugh, Let Me Be!!


Good Morning!

So what an interesting night/morning I have had in the past couple hours. Ugh, like really.. HiVES!! I of all people have never gotten hives from food, only from cats. I couldn't believe it! Well I guess there is a first for everything and definitely isn't fun! I just want theem to go awaaay now, thanks! I hate how itchy they get and I was fine all day yesterday until I ate supper. Any who enough complaining about that! I have kind of a ton of stuff to do today! This week has just been to busy with work and oh so glorious mode for sleeping constantly. I fell asleep friday woke up at 9ish then woke up at 7ish then officially got up at 3pm! I swear I haven't slept in like that in foreveeer and ages! I feel in a way not such a great idea to have slept in like that! Oh wells it happened! I have a compile list of things I must get done today and ahh I swear to do lists never end! There is always something new to add to them. Yesterday was definitely my laaaazy day for sure with movies, reading & the late night hives! It looked so incredible beautiful out yesterday and I didn't even get dressed and out to check it out. Maybe, hopefully today? If not then tomorrow, ha! I have gotten a few little things lately but I want to wait to do a post on those things. However, since I've been watching movies this weekend, I thought I would share those on this post the ones I just picked up to watch. Enjoy your wonderful sunday minus the dreadful hives I have. 

oh and I forgot to mention, I think my beautiful spring is here! YES! I loove, ha.. of course I do I am a spring baaby after all! :D 

p.s. - Also since it's the month of February I have decided to up my posts for this month to twice a week! Yes, for all you readers! :p So 2 posts a week, let's see if I can do this challenge! 


Signed, Joe