Girl Run that Show

Good Late Evening!

I know, I know this is late tonight but it's a quick one this Friday, nothing too long. So since I am doing a quick one it will be 5 things of this week that stand out for me.

1. MAGIC MIKE!!! OOOOOW!! (more than enough said!)

2. Getting to see my lovely friend tonight!! <3

3. Marvelous things continuing to happen to me, oh the joy and thankfulness within me. <3

4. On repeat for the last two days MAC MILLER - MISSED CALLS (doooope track!)


5. Text messages via my amazing awesome friends in my life!! - (the simple things that light up my heart <3)

night.


p.s. - Happpy Long Weekend if you live in Canada!! Happy Early Canada Day! :D 

I BELIEVE YOU CAN HAVE WHAT YOU WANT

Hello!

It's Tuesday and not that great of a Tuesday in fact.. being sick with a stuffy/runny nose and sneezing is no fun but even worse is my sinus is bugging me the most. I am so so so so so tired and today was the sloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowest day of my life ever at work. I was alright in the morning but as soon as I got onto my next task for the day I was down and out. I was completely super tired and no I didn't skip good old breakfast had that and lunch too. I think my body finally crashed after my messed up sleep pattern of working mornings to nights, which I had mentioned before. I do hope to be feeling better by Friday when I am going to go see Magic Mike with my friend, because it will really suck to be sick while watching that movie.

On another note, I finally finished replying back to all the comments that I have received on my blog! I know it probably took me a while, sorry about that. Also I know some comments I think, I got mixed up when replying yesterday, so sorry for that if I wrote something and you didn't even mention that to me. You know you're sick when.. you don't even remember clearly what the heck you already did or not even though I wrote it down. I also want to note that for those who asked me to follow them and I haven't, please comment below and I will add you because I don't remember who I added or not from all the tabs I had opened at once. Thank you for all those who comment, read or view my blog or even choose to follow my blog! I truly honestly appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. 

I am going to get onto what this post was really about, which is summer and everyone has goals, dreams, ambitions, to-do lists, things they want to accomplish list for the summer and I want to do that today! I know when I was younger I would make a list because I wanted to, not that I had to or anyone told me to I just did it. However, the result of it was founding that random paper a few months later as I was in school and every single thing I had written on for that summer was completed to full strike through. I think it's so amazing when things happen/get accomplished. I know I had made a new years resolution/goals list which ever one wants to call it but everyone needs to do a summer bucket list one. This is what I want to do this summer, in no specific order. =) I think this is the perfect time, since July is pretty well here in a couple of days.

Taken from pinterest

1. Take TONS of photos of everything and anything
2. Go to the farmers market with my friend
3. Eat lots of fruit & veggies this summer
4. Try yoga with my friend
5. Have a summer romance
6. Go walk around the carnival/fair and eat tons of junk food for half a day with my friend and look around plus take a million photos
7. See all these movies this summer with different friends / [ Katy Perry: Part of Me - The Amazing Spiderman - People Like Us - The Dark Knight Rises - Rock of Ages - Ted - Savages - Step Up Revolution - The Watch - Madea's Witness Protection - The Bourne Legacy - Lawless ]
8. Try new things this summer
9. Fall in love in summer 2012
10. Read
11. Finish sewing quilt
12. Go to Tutti Frutti
13. Go to I-HOP
14. Learn spanish
15. Eat breakfast everyday
16. Go to a football game
17. Go on cute dates! <3 [ice cream - coffee - zoo - aquarium - carnival - pretty walk trails - cute lunches/dinner]
18. Try Pinkberry when it opens!
19. Go to Marble slab with my friend
20. Tone it up this summer
21. Make lots of different receipes

Take from pinterest

you stole my attention from the sky

Good Evening Beautiful's! 

Today was like a fabulous day for some reason for a Monday! Of course everyone at work was dressed up all summery, which was cool! I love summer and how it's pretty well July here in a few days! Insane, I swear this year has gone by so fast for me, so fast. It has definitely gone by faster than previous years. 

It was nice and sunny when I left for work this morning then when I came home it was cloudy and gray out, but I made it just in time home when it started to sprinkle. Oh and good things happened today as well as sad goodbyes. The only down fall of today is waking up sick, with a stuffy nose which was runny and now is constant sneezing. Definitely is from the change of work hours from mornings to late nights and having a messed up sleep schedule... but hot tea is up on the menu at the moment to help. A regular back to routine sleep pattern. Well that's all for that talk. Here is another outfit look for you guys as to what my summery look was today at work! I hope you enjoy! :D

Romper : Garage

Cardigan : Costa Blanca

Shoes : Aldo (seen before in a previous look)

Earrings : Forever21

You're the Smile on My Face

Good Afternoon Lovelies!

I was going to wait to do this post Monday but I kind of have other plans, so today is the day this post is going to get put up! Oh and really, it was suppose to go up Friday but I thought after that long Girl Run that Show post I needed to give that some breather room space for all you onlookers. This is what I wore Friday for what was suppose to be a short day at work but turned out longer. However, that is okay and it was warm out, so I was glad I wore shorts Friday! Even though there was a bit of wind. I have actually been wearing shorts a lot more than I ever do which is way exciting! Well on to the post of viewing and looking.. :D Have a wonderful day! Oh and p.s. - Thank You all for the beautiful comments and I do reply back and check out your blogs and leave a little BRIGHTLIGHTS LOVE. <3

Cardigan : Forever21

Top : H&M

Shorts : Garage (shown here on previous post)

Shoes : KEDS

Girl Run that Show

Hello Happy Friday!! (Definitely stole the Happy Friday from my lovely friend via text this morning, haha) I'm honestly happy it's Friday today!! Here is another addition of Girl Run that Show for you all, so here we go! 

1. I am so glad it is Friday this week! I am completely beat, actually for the last two weeks I have felt like this because changing shifts last week and so my sleep schedule is all messed up. Booo, and no point in fixing it this weekend because it's going to happen again Sunday.

2. I was so excited Wednesday to meet up with my lovely friend for coffee, but really I didn't have coffee I got an Italian Soda in Peach. Perfect Summer time drink to get because it was so warm that day. I love our conversations, we always talk about everything and anything. It was perfect because I felt like I needed that in some way, because when I left I felt this sense of relief wash over me. You know when you have so much thoughts but you never tell anybody and always keep them in.. yeah that weight off your shoulders relief is what I felt. It felt so nice even though I never had anything secretive to tell if that makes sense.. haha. I think it's just having all those thoughts inside the soul and never really telling people but sometimes in life there are people who it just comes out and no second guessing of self it just unloads magically.

3. I finally got what I ordered, yaay! Oh but it took so so long, however it wasn't for me it was for my lovely friend! haha.. I love doing random things for people when they least expect it!

4. Just Go With it has been giving me some good laughs until I watched this video part way through and it just brought my mood down, because it is so so so so so so so so mean! click here to watch video, tear. If that was me I honestly would not see the day of light from my parents if I did that when I was younger to someone older than me. It's really a shame what this world has come to.

5. Since my sleep pattern has been messed up, it has been browsing through tons and tons of blogs. I have found so many new ones and interesting ones. I am excited to read future posts from all the new blogs I found, because they are honestly cool!

6. Oh. My .. how could I let this get down to #six?! 1:36am was my very first comment and I am continuing to receive comments! I am so so truly grateful for, so those all need replies by tomorrow! I was trying to figure out the whole reply thing but I am just to frustrated to figure it out that I shall go back to each blog and leave a beautiful comment! Thank you honestly each one of you who has left a comment I am in absolute awe and amazement!

7. Song on repeat since last night/early morning Conor Maynard - Vegas Girl (WideBoys Remix) click here to hear.

8. Oh Gosh, today at work what a embarrassing moment I almost had but luckily I could laugh it off and not be embarrassed, red face. Phew, thanks for a sense of humor!

9. I am slacking on my book completely since I have been so tired and I really need to finish it because it's the last book in the series! I need to get on this and be done finally!

10. Tuesday, I found my glasses!! So I believe.. I really want them but I just want to double check around and see there is absolutely nothing else I like from somewhere else. I think they are so rad, cool and rockin'! I can't wait to wear them stunners on my face to see, they're oh so pretty and different! I have had my other glasses for a couple of years now and it's time for something new, but I will have two pairs so I can always alternate, but I can that won't be happening for a while.

11. I have so much stuff to do.. list wise it's insane. I have it all prepped to do but I can't actually fully complete all my tasks, so by next week for sure I hope to be finally done! It's stressful actually to have so many things going on at once to remember, but they will be tackled.

12. I am excited for next Friday because Magic Mike comes out!! I can't wait to go see that movie with my friend!!

13. I really think sleep is in order after I get this post and another post up after this one!

14. I am a sucker for love stories and I found another amazing one this week, actually Wednesday I believe it was I did but that shall be a whole other post this week hopefully.

15. I had totally two outfit looks I could have done this week and didn't because I was too tired and what a shame really.

16. You know what would be so so so good right now?! White Chocolate Mousse Cake, oh how delicious!   Maybe next Friday I shall stop and get a slice.. I could buy the whole cake but then that would just be greedy between myself and only myself while on the computer/reading/watching a movie or watching television. I think the slice should suffice my craving that has been lingering for a while now but I just never seem to do anything about it! Next week I will.

17. The subject of tattoos has been a discussion of topic this week and I have wanted one for a long time. Nothing big, huge or crazy just something that meant something to me. However, I am not 100% committed since I am not sure of the spot I would put it but do know what I would like for sure. Any of you have cool tattoos or special meaning behind a tattoo(s) you have? For some inspiration you can check out my pinterest, click tattoo board.

18. This made me laugh last night but also made me go oooooooooh!

19. I have to get my hair cut soon and I came across this photo of Jennifer Aniston's hair and love it! However, I also like length to do things with it.. so we shall see when the time comes what I decide.

20. I was so glad Ryan was gone on Monday from The Bachelorette! I cannot wait until this Monday to see what all is going on with Arie... I am so curious.

21. Haha.. I totally was jumping on my bed when I see the post from rockstar diaries about 5 year anniversary and it being her birthday! I was so excited and it's not even happening to me or my husband/boyfriend/fiance! ha! i looove them! <3 (I swear every little blog I have come across lately it's someones anniversary and 5 years, insane but oh so cool!)

22. This blog post gave me a good laugh this week! I loved reading it.. you should read it too! click here.

23. Haha.. got so excited about yoga, because I have been checking quite often for the new start dates and nothing but finally tonight I see something. Yaay, I hope I get to go this time around because last start date was so soon and yeah.. just was not going to really happen. I am excited to go with my friend, joy.joy.joy!! :D

24. You know what I don't get.. is why starbucks closes earlier (8pm) than Second Cup (10pm) like come on! I need a little Starbucks loving not enough time but really been there talking for 3 hrs plus conversation with good ol' drinks from there too.. sad face head down walk. haha!

25. Best of tonight my little niece singing and if you're happy and you know it clap your hands! haha.. and her holding my hands to clap them together. <3

This is the end because it is pretty long, so.. so long until next Friday and have a lovely weekend! :D

1:36 AM

Good Morning!

This post for today that I would like to do, was not something I had planned at all it's very unexpected and complete utter shock to me. I was just going through my blog feed one early morning seeing any new updated posts before I was going to head to bed and boom a comment appeared. I was like huh? Really.. am I viewing this right? And sure enough I was and my first comment appeared! I was literally no words to express the amazement and shock that I felt. I am oh so very happy and excited to see all the comments I have been receiving lately from all of you wonderful people. I am very very humbly grateful, honestly and thankful for all those who have read my blog, a post or a few posts or just view the photos.

As for my dilemma is commenting back to you lovely people so that you know that I read your comment, which I am very gracefully thankful. This is the one thing I am truly stressed out about on my blog but until I get it figured out, please bare with me and don't think I am a snob for not replying back to you. I know I replied back to two comments but I was testing it out to see what was going on and nothing, so don't worry I am figuring it out. And as well.. One, I have read your comment and I do check out your blog. Two, I am absolutely grateful and estatic for you coming to my blog to read it, view it or post a comment! It honestly makes my day reading the few comments and that's the honest truth! I tell my friend actually literally text her when I received a new comment(s) and actually we were talking about that last tonight actually when we meet up and all the comments I have been getting lately. I do appreciate all you beautiful lovely people and I am very very thankful from the bottom of my heart.

thank you truly again and have a wonderful day! =)

fifteen questions / fashion

Good Late Evening!

I was reading a post from Veronikas Blushing yesterday and came across this Question Tag and thought I would do it on here. I know it is old but it was done by her and thought it was cool.. so lets start! Oh and yes I am stealing this from her. :p enjoy!

1. What is your favorite style to wear?
My style definitely says eccentric to people I am around because they're so into black, white, beige, grays.. just the neutral colors. Here is me color, color, color! As for a certain style I wouldn't really say I have a certain style. My wardrobe is all over the place and I like different things for different reasons. I do like to dress up though even though my job doesn't entail that aspect.

2. Who is your fashion role model?
When I was younger it definitely was Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen. Now as I am older there is so many people I couldn't chose just one. To name a few that I admire for their fashion style would be Nicole Richie, Lauren Conrad, Olivia Palermo, Taylor Swift, Hilary Duff, Rachel Bilson, Rihanna, Leighton Meester, Shenae Grimes, Nina Dobrev and Kardashians just to name a few.

3. What do you always have on?
Nothing to be honest.. other than my necklace which I haven't worn in a long while now but that would be the thing I have on all the time other than lately.

4. What are your favorite jeans?
American Eagle jeans, hands down!

5. What are your favorite sunglasses?
All the ones I have are either from american eagle, forever21 or aldo, nothing expensive.

6. What are your fave shoes?
Definitely my loafer flats from aldo! I love them ever since I bought them they are my go to pair of shoes or keds.

7. Who influenced you to write about fashion?
I would have to say ever since I was little 9 or 10 I have loved fashion. It was my thing, something I was passionate about and still am. I would have to say though definitely the Olsen twins where my fashion icons for sure. I definitely think looking at different blogs and on youtube with all the people who put themselves out there as well. Mostly definitely something I am passionate about.

8. What is your favorite store?
As of lately H&M because I am always finding things in there, where as before I would never find anything that would appeal to me. As well as Forever21, Aerie, American Eagle, Pink and Aldo for shoes!

9. Who is your favorite fashion person on youtube?
Honestly.. this is a hard one really to choose I would have to say : meganheartsmakeup / glasslipperbeauty /

10. What is your favorite fabric?
Probably cotton because that is what most stuff is made from but I do love other fabrics as well just don't have as much as in cotton.

11. Who is your favorite model?
Chanel Iman, hands down! I just love her and her style!

As well as Miranda Kerr

12. If you had 5,000 to spend on any one item, what would it be?
Whoa.. I honestly don't know at the moment


13. Heels or Flats?
Flats but I do like heels, however I wear flats more than heels.


14. What purse do you currently use?
My black one from Aldo which I always get compliments on! 


15. Is fashion in your blood or your jeans?
Definitely in my blood!

MOUTH DROP, OH MY GOSH.. JUMPING UP & DOWN.

Hello Hello!!

I am super excited today, for some reason since I got home from work! I was tired earlier but I think I am wide awake with a tad bit tiredness lingering around my eyes. I must stay up until 9pm just so I can watch Teen Mom. Anyways not the point why I am jumping up and down in excitement. I was out with my dad got some second cup and I look up at my phone and who do I see in an instagram photo from my beautiful friend.. Jef (Jef Holm) from The Bachelorette!! Oh.My.Gosh... no waaaay! Yep, he is my favorite and has been from day one (hands down!!).. of course my choice if I was the bachelorette, which by the way was one of the discussions today at work! Haha.. funny enough! My co-worker.. well there is bachelorette canada but it is not the same because Jef will not be on it and I won`t be the bachelorette! Of course my friend knows how much he is my favorite but yeah that just made my night, thanks dear friend.. love you! Oh and I must add I was definitely jumping up and down on my bed when I seen the photo and photos because I had to check it out online. He is so sexy, haha! Anyways.. enough with this post that is all I had to say on that matter.

have a beautiful night loves.

Pit Stop to Pastel Paradise

Good Afternoon!

Today has been a very productive day off this morning (post on this coming soon). However I am so so so tired right now, definitely need sleep. I feel like I have not slept in four days or something. I am lucky The Bachelorette is on early for me and I do not have to wait for a later show time. I think after I watch that tonight I am going to sleep early to get a good nights rest. The point of my post today is that I made a pit stop, literally a pit stop to forever21  and I was not there to buy anything for myself. I came out with 3 cute pairs of earrings actually two of the pairs has numerous colors of earrings on one. I just loved the colors as well as the design shape of the earrings and had to get all 3. Other than that I hope you all had a wonderful Fathers Day yesterday. I hope you all have a beautiful evening tonight. 

Girl Run that Show

Hello Hello Friday Afternoon!!

taken from pinterest

We are at the end of another week again! Thank goodness for today, I am literially beat from this brutal late night work days this week. The one day I had off in the middle of the week Wednesday, I slept all day and didn't do nada, nothing. Just chilled in my pj's and bed sleeping away.. I was exhausted. So much has happened today it's insane, in life and within this city. Any who onto the post. Happy Friday Lovelies, which I am not sure what this Friday really has in store to be happy about...

1. Oh My My My | Part 8 was up this week! Woot, so excited when I seen that post and oh man did one part make me laugh! click here to read. =)

2. I came across this fabulous photo session yesterday after work. I love Matt Clayton's work it's so AMAZING! Here is the latest post from yesterday. click here. The girl kind of reminds me of Olivia Palermo .

3. My response when my beautiful friend told me to check out thedaybookblog's newest post yesterday "Holy Shit! The daybook looks SMOKIN' HAWT! ;)" And this post of Mr.Everette who I absolutely adore, he is just so preciously beautiful. view here.

4. Sunday and Monday night at work was super hyper, wild and insane! Hahaha.. I honestly don't know where those moments come from but I get them every now and again. I just couldn't stop laughing or saying the most insanity things. For example "My co-worker asked me to grab her water from the fridge and I was sitting down right beside it and as I went to open the fridge and grab it I was like reeeeach for the staaars. hahaha! Just replaying that in my head makes me laugh! I lovee working with the girls that I do, always lots of fun and laughter! Oh and my cool dance moves, haha! [Of course my co-worker yesterday was like how come your not all crazy, I was like I think two days is more than enough for people to handle. haha]

5. Another photo session I liked was by Janine Sept of this graduate and her dress is oh so gorgeous! ( -*)

6. The Bachelorette favs which my co-worker and I agree on are.. jef <3 / sean / & arie  for sure. I think we said either chris or doug but can't remember now. The three I mentioned for sure! =)

7. I got some of my tasks that I have been putting off for.ev.er done this week, yaaay! I still have two more important things to go through. Hopefully this weekend I will tackle them along with some more reading!

8. I thought this young couple was cute and thought I would share with you there photo session by Lindsay Gee Photography.

9. Okay, so I am utterly in looove with my friend's picture messages! She always sends the most cutest and amazing ones ever! What would I do without her cute via picture messages .. life would not be the same at all!

10. I thought this was a really cute guest post on rockstar diaries blog this week. read here. Oh and this one too but it's from last week. view here. Oh and this post of photos via iphone which is complete melt my heart looove! see here.

11. Re-reading text messages melt my heart to chocolate strawberry pieces. Especially when it's something funny and I get a good chuckle out loud! I looove text messages via my lovely friend Cristina and I.

12. This photo session is so so so utterly amazing. I had to share this for sure! check it out here! My heart trickled down 5 flight of stairs in aww! <3

13. I love galmeetsglam's dress and sunglasses. She looks so pretty and it's a cute look! view here.

14. The Bachelorette again back on the brain.. so the date with Jef, so cute! I loove how he finally kissed her, yaay! Actually what a perfect first kiss in the heart of LONDON. I am in awe, can't top it any better! Oh and the crazy Jean lady, jeez louise stop.talking, it's a date! lol And finally finally finally Kalon is gone, for goodness sakes, finally after a hundred years!

15. SincerelyJules look is so cute and yet casual here. I love it! view her look here. I LOVED her look yesterday too!! Click here to view it!

16. Teen Mom start up for the last season ever with Catelyn, Amber, Maci and Farrah. Very interesting and out of control at the same time. enough said on that.. the show can talk for it's self.. no explanation needed from me on my deep formed opinion.

17. I came across this cool DIY project from A Beautiful Mess with Instagram and thought it was so cool. If I was still going to school I would do all my notebooks like this and if I had an iphone also. Definitely a cool project to do. Click here to see project journal. There was also this DIY project yesterday with Mason Jars, so cool! click here to see.

18. I decided to look at apartments online one night because I was bored and I found the cutest one ever! I love it and would so live there from the photos. However, it's always better to see it in person. I was in awe and still am!

19. I am so so excited because what I was waiting foreveeer to come in the mail finally came after a billion years. The longest and slowest and most expense shipping I ever had to deal with in my life but the get it and result is the best feeling ever that I am so excited. All I can say on that matter until further notice.

20. Gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous girl. Click here to view her blog LisaPlace.

21. I love Wendy's pants here! I would so totally rock those. Haha, of course I would because everyone I shop with is like only you would pick something so eccentric. lol. And of course I would because everyone is usually in black, white, grey.. just netural colors.

22. Father's Day this weekend and I hope everyone has a lovely one with their fathers.

23. My friend was talking to me yesterday about getting a tumbler and I was like what? you have a tumblr now, haha! Then after I remembered, ohhhhh a tumbler the cup we were talking about in the morning! lol. I just love moments like those when there's a good laugh!

24. I loved looking at the photos in this post of looks while she traveled. view here.

25. I was running on such low energy from my busy week yesterday. I hope today isn't as bad because it's only a half a day work day for me! Yaaay for that and I am so grateful because I am beat and love a head start to the weekend with an early end time.

26. I came across this just before it hit midnight yesterday and had to find this look from this girl's blog and I found it! I am in absolute loooove with the dress it is so gorgeous! I want to share it, so click here to see pure sweetness.

when life hits rock bottom... add some color

Good Morning!

So what to talk about today? I have had this idea floating on my mind for a while now to do a post on all the nail polish colors I have and what really a great time to do this. It's sunny and all, plus who doesn't love nail polish especially in summer. There is so many designs, mixes etc you can do with nail polish it's so fun to decorate your nails up every now and again. I am really feeling the coral, light blue and tropical pink at the moment! I will go through what the name and brand of each color polish is in case you want to purchase it yourself! I hope you enjoy this post and have a lovely day! =)

1. Houses of Parliament by nails inc. London (magnetic effect)
2. Wellington Square by nails inc. London
3. Bruton Street by nails inc. London

1. Mermaid Tears by OPI
2. Elephantastic Pink by OPI
3. Whats with the Cattitude? by OPI

1. Significant Other Color by OPI
2. Do You Lilac it? by OPI
3. Mod-ern Girl by OPI

1. Dim Sum Plum by OPI
2. DS Classic by OPI
3. Blue My Mind b OPI

1. Barefoot in Barcelona by OPI
2. Gettin' Miss Piggy with it by OPI
3. The Color to Watch by OPI

1. Blush of Adrenaline by Nicole OPI
2. Top Coat by OPI

this kind of love. / our kind of love.

Good Afternoon Lovelies,

I know today's post is a very very interesting one and perhaps even intense. I came across this dear future wife posts randomly and was wow, astonished because I've never really thought about doing something like that. Writing a letter/thoughts and it came to me that is something that I would like to do. However, it didn't come to me right away because i was in the that's so cool interesting mode. I never thought about it more deeply but of course the one night I was reading my book and browsing that same site I came across it from and it hit me. It hit me more as I looked into it and what others had done. But here I was the one night thoroughly tired, exhausted yet trying to finish my book but took a break to browse online and boom it just started pouring out of me. All my thoughts and everything deep inside of me was coming out. I didn't finish this in that night, actually morning of course because it was already 2am. I continued the next day and thoughts just kept pouring out even as I would leave it to go do something. I have been continuing to write thoughts for the last couple of days so that I could post this as today's post for you guys. I know this is very personal but it's something I want to share and I hope you enjoy this post and it is very long for a warning that are not interested in reading anything or were looking for photos. 


I hope you all have a lovely day and thank you truly for taking the time to read this if you manage to read all the way through. 

_________________________________________________________________________________________________

dear future boyfriend. fiancé  husband.


i want you to know that i have been longing and waiting a very long time.. twenty-four years to be exact. i am utterly anticipating for your arrival into my life and to sweep me off my feet. i can't wait to share fun moments and moments of laughter along with love. i also cannot wait for the silent moments when no one has to say anything. i think the most curious moments is the beauty within you, the whole of you from sadness, laughter, joy, anger, the flaws that define you, that make you who you are. the little things that you hold within and no one else knows. i want those moments. i want to share and hear everything from the not so greatness to the complete and utter buckled knees down in the ground in complete awe and unbelievable joy of life. i want to experience your dreams that you have accomplished, want to accomplish and i want you to know how proud of you i am.


i want to travel with you to a lot of beautiful amazing places as well as just sitting in the midst of each other's presence talking. i want to go on cute little dates, you know like .. to the zoo, aquarium, a picnic with a blanket, food and a gorgeous field with beautiful flowers. i want an ice cream date and a trip to Hawaii together. i want to experience life with you and i together in a space that is ours to call home. i want to come home and hear how your day went. i want the heart melting good morning messages that leave a girl smiling like a floating balloon high in the air so high. i want to be your friend first and foremost. then second your complete and soulful love. i want to see your playful side, that ends up in cute fun laughter wrestling with each other playfully. i want to hold your hands and make road trips and unplanned trips. i want a bazillion photos of not only you but of us together. i want to cuddle with you whenever. i want to spend days together that are lazy and only require pj's with movies, books, food and conversation. i want to leave you cute messages when you wake up, going to work, at work or away. i want to cook together and eat ice cream under the warm sun. i want to love you with all my heart that i possibly can. i want to kiss you and have hurdles of butterflies always floating from the pit of my stomach. i want to capture your heart when i walk into a room and your eyes twinkle in awe. i want to eat at each other's favorite places. i want the smell of you invoked around me. i want to be that girl who can rock one of your shirts and look sexy doing it because i can't find anything in my closet. i want to feel the sensation from your hugs climbing up my spine. i want our relationship to have dreams that are ours, together. i want to walk in the rain and have deep conversations along with a million questions moments. i want to have musical outbursts and random dancing moments. i want you to love my friends and i want to love yours. i want the uncontrollable laughter along with the sad and happy tears. i want to give you unconditional love. i want to be the reason your happy in life. i want to see you chill out in sweats yet oh so sexy in jeans and a t-shirt and hot and heart melting to the pit of the floor in a suit/dressed up. i want to kiss in the rain and sleep on a beach together. i want to tell you how i feel. i want to spend Christmas in New York and new years eve. i want to camp on the beach and have a bonfire. i want to go on a coffee date and fly across to city lights. i want a treasure that cannot be forgotten, i want every moment written in my own very diary. i want something to look back on. i want to go to New York and California all in the same trip. i want to experience the history of London with you. i want to visit the beautiful country of Croatia together. i want to lay there with you just thinking. i want to feel your comfort. i want bbq's. i want to hear your favorite songs and see your favorite movies. i want that feeling of beauty to wash in. i want to have stupid arguments every now and again that means nothing in the end. i want to get photos done of us together by someone marvelous like matt clayton and meg courtney.. perhaps both! i want piggy backs and getting to wake up beside you.  i want you to be passionate, ambitious and confident in everything you want in life. i want to be in the grace of your intelligence, helpfulness and independence. i want to listen to you speak and to hear your advice. i want fun and you to achieve your educational goals. i want to go to the movies with you and watch anything and everything, especially romantic ones. i want to go to a concert with you. i want to enjoy the presence of your family. i want us to be positive towards each other and to allow each other to value one another's potential to grow along with love, fail and try again. i want to visit Australia with you. i want to be truly blessed and thankful for the amazing person that you are. i want you to push me beyond limits - out of the box limits. i want to take day trips, surprise trips and no destination trips. i want to stargaze in the back of your truck if you have one with blankets and pillows. i want to have those moments that are full of laughter because i scared you and you get me back when i least expect it. i want to go to six flags and Disney with you. i want you to be there for me and be okay with that i am okay. i want you to know that i am happy. i want my dreams to come true with you. i want to go on double dates. 


i want to experience your kindness, joy, love and care. i want to witness the depths of your soul. in the midst of everything i want to become your fiancee to then become your wife. i want to marry my soul-mate and love of my life. i want to dream up all the possibilities of married life. i want to share a home, oh so gorgeous and full of love. i want to have the most incredible children and them to have the most amazing father ever. i want you to be full of joy with them. i want to give you healthy children but as a deep desire also a beautiful son. a beautiful desired longing that i want to have in my life, with you in our home. i want to have play dates with the friends we have that have children. i want to go on vacations as a family. i want a family and friends Disney gathering together. i want to have fun. i want our family to be filled with so much love and warmth. i want our children to have amazing godparents. i want to be able to watch our children get married too. i want to hear the sweet words of mommy and daddy. i want to be the best parent and wife to you and our children. i want all your dreams fulfilled. i want your support, love and most importantly the key ingredient communication. i want you to be successful in your own but as well as together as a family. i want loyalty, honesty, patience and respect within our relationship and being able to give our children good examples of that from our relationship. i want our children to be exposed to well rounded people and enjoy tons of activties whether in school or out of school. i want to experience every moment from them playing hockey to dance. i want our dream home and a wrapped front porch with a swinging chair swing. i want a swing or a tire swing hanging out of a tree. i want a a family room with just television and games. i want each of our children to have their own room, decorated how they want. i want our house full of warm colors, yet rich flooring. i want to feel the sun's warm rays through the window as we are waking up in bed or just laying next to each other. i want our wedding to be lovely with gorgeous photos and a videographer. i want you to love our children no matter the circumstances that life throws at me. i want you to love our children unconditionally, no matter what. i want you to promise me that with your whole heart. i want you to be happy yourself and unconditionally loved. i want you to be empathetic towards our children when they need it, yet also someone they look up to. i want to watch our children grow up from elementary into junior high to high school and off to college/university. i want our children to have and find a beautiful love like ours with someone they care about and want to marry. i want to go on walks and to the sand park with our children. i want to be thankful for everything that comes in my life and ours. i want to witness the giggling moments of our kids and there success. i want lots of bear hugs and kisses from our children to the both of us. i want to travel to Spain and or Brazil with you. 


i am always pondering thoughts in my mind and as well with my beautiful friend. i especially love sharing our stargazing life moments with each other because we both want the same thing. even though she has a boyfriend i cannot wait until i get to feel all the things i expressed to her until my time with you comes. i cannot wait until you meet her because she is an amazing part of my life.  i want my really good friend to be apart of this beautiful love story at my wedding as my maid of honor. i want you to like her as much as i do. i want you to be good friends with her husband. i want her to actually be one of our children's godparent. i know i am pushing my boundaries by putting this out there but i have thinking about it a lot and i really would like that. i want our children to be really good friends and have a good rounded connection of good people. i want our children to have sleep overs at each other's houses. i want to watch her children for her well they go on a date night. i want our families to have trips together and double dates. i want to be unbelievable friends for ever and ever and ever. i want her to be apart of our life of being friends. 

i want this kind of love. i want our kind of love. 

Girl Run that Show

Hello Good Super Tired Evening!

gorgeous much!? mouth drop, sexy! hahaha!

It is Friday and I am completely and utterly exhausted tired! I don't even have the motivation to do the things I am trying to do, let alone have the energy to do this post. However, I am doing it because #1 it's Friday and #2 there's stuff to talk about! Here goes nothing ... 


1. Okay, so that interview I had on the twenty-second of May/12. Well I made the list for all the people they chose from the interviews! Woot woot!!!! Yaaay me! Best moment ever when I told someone was this "Omg yay!!!! That's exciting news Joelynn!! Congratulations :D proud of you <3" [ I love the people in my life this past year they're all magnificent people and oh so supportive.]


2. Finally some cool boogie down music at work this week! Haha, yep.. definite screams when songs came on! Oh and cool smooth dance moves when it's dead.. 


3. The topic of relationships/love awwww!!! Seriously that stuff melts my heart like an ice cream sundae. I am a complete and utter sucker and get sucked in. I am so proud of all the people in my life that are in a relationship because there is always just cool stories and things that make you take away.. and make you want to embrace there qualities of a couple.


4. I love the moment this week and I heard about a potential new liking of someone and their gushing-ness about them! I love hearing those moments! Especially the moments when you hear that they can see themselves marrying that person! The best part is when you know they have everything else in life but that one significant person and being there as support. Yeah.. life can't get any better than that when you get to hear stories/thoughts like those ones. [Oh and "heart of gold like our family" -- meet and greet please! lol]


5. From above #four I said I was a little bit jealous but really that isn't even the correct word to describe the feeling floating inside of me which seems like forever but really only twenty-four years. I am not jealous because I don't think I would be supportive and happy for the people that I am or look up to of their relationship. It think it's more of a longing, waiting, when is it going to come to me that "can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series kind of love?" [However, the beautiful people in my life now #number one you'l find someone one day. can't force it. can't be looking... can want it. It just falls across your lap the best ones... and past #number two have always been like your going to have the best kind of love.] They are so so much more optimistic about this then me! I love them for it. 


6. Oh and my reason for feeling so tired is my addicting book that I can't put down. I wouldn't have that problem of being tired if I read earlier, but I always have a lot of stuff to do and by the time night rolls around I want to read some of my book. Damn, Christian Grey and Ana Steele of Fifty Shades of Grey .. I love it but that's why I am exhausted from trying to stay up and read to the point I know I am tired but I forced myself into reading more. I do love this book and glad I got it in a paperback form instead of on my kobo e-reader.


7. I saw the most creepiest video this week and I had to share with my friend. I did not know this was a possibility in the world of computer but I guess you can hack into someone's webcam.. I will let you view for yourself the results of this. Mind boggling/scary thing - click here.


8. Matt Clayton's photography has such beautiful photos of his clients that I would love to be photographed by him in the near future with my significant other. Here are a couple of sessions I came across of his that I liked some old, some new I believe but I wanted to share. The following sessions I loved : number one. number two. number three. number four. 


9. Yesterday was so gorgeous outside, just beautiful! However, today has been cloudy and gloomy besides this morning I got some view of the sun. It's okay for me because I am tired anyways, so this is the perfect weather feel mood to fall asleep into. 


10. This week is so so so busy at work, oh my gosh! I hope I survive I have two very late nights that I have to work until 10pm one night and 12am another. Once this week is done I think, the next won't be as bad.. knock on wood! 


11. I am getting behind on my important tasks at hand waiting for me for forever! I really hope this week on my two days off I can get some of it done. Most of my tasks on my door have been completed and is getting bare but not the absolute that needs to be complete for a couple of months now. 


12. I am oh so tired, just putting my head back and closing my eyes on my pillow makes me want to sleep but I am determined to finish this post and it up tonight. 


13. I am so excited for what's coming in the mail!! I can't wait to see it in person, oh I am excited! I hope it will be worth it or I will very disappointed. I am excited for the reaction, haha! I love those moments they make my heart skip a beat and flutter like a butterfly. 


14. Last Saturday was amazing food again with my beautiful friend after going to see What to Expect When You're Expecting. My favorite part of the movie was the relationship with Marco [Chace Crawford] & Rosie [Anna Kendrick] even though it was sad. The food I had tried this time was Penne with mushroom & Chicken, so yummy! I had so much mushrooms though, I couldn't eat it.. I think because the sauce is so rich and creamy. 


15. Tomorrow was going to be a sleep in day but I have work.. however I get to work with my lovely friend which we never work together because I just never really work Saturdays unless for some unexpected reason I need to. Yaay for tomorrow to get to work with her. 


16. Keeping Up with the Kardashians I am going to miss Sunday plus via texting to friend about what's happening ... sad face! I am also going to miss The Bachelorette Monday because I have to work until 12am. Just when it's suppose to be good... ugh! I hope my friend can fill me in until I get around to watching it. 


17. Speaking of The Bachelorette - I was a little bit heartbroken when Jef didn't give Emily a kiss on the beach .. saad face moping walk. ha! I was like what!! comeee on, she's waiting!! 


18. Don't you just love stargazing about life and everything that could be possible in your life?! I love those conversations the most. They have been very relevant since the start of this new year and when I look back it never was that way. I am glad to be able to say things about life and be okay with my thoughts as well as sharing. It feels good, yet a bit sad at the same time at time but for the most part incredibly amazing. Those conversations make my day or even if it's just my thoughts to myself well hanging out in bed and all the possibilities that could come about and the dream of them coming true.


19.  Lately I keep having this feeling I guess it would be cross my mind, I don't know why or how come but it just seems so strong and I really hope it comes true. Actually I feel like it will but I am not going to say it to jinx anything. My instincts are usually correct when I have feelings like this so if it does become true I will have this post to look back on and be like remember when ... ! 


20. This post I loved this week, because I dream of going to LONDON so badly! [oh! LONDON how i HEART you! <3] LONDON is my new NEW YORK CITY. I am still a new yorker at heart forever and always. Here is mariann's post from her trip to London. One day soon, fingers crossed!


21. I love love love my friend and her photo updates to me from instagram. I am always in awe with what she shows me! I really need to upgrade my phone but I also want to wait to see if something newer is coming out. In due time.. but I am already in overdue time. 


22. Hawaii with boyfriend/husband.. oh how fun + romantic! :D [Future dreaming <3]


23. This post melted my heart in AWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!! =) <3 Sydney of thedaybookblog's post on magnificent of Everette. 


Wow! I did it guys.. I made it through all this chit chatter and thanks for those who read all the way down to the bottom! I know this is long, probably the longest one yet of any of the Friday's posted with this, but hopefully you all enjoyed it. Have a lovely beautiful weekend, hopefully it's sunny where you are, because it's cloudy, gloomy and rainy this whole weekend in the forecast ... 

make me wanna fly in the sky so high

Good Evening!


So today was going to be a either a lazy day lounging at home reading or a work day. However, none of those happened... it turned out to be a shopping day with my sister. Honestly... who doesn't love to shop? Shop until you drop, haha! I shopped but not until I dropped. I got a few items and thought I should share asap! I just got a couple earrings, necklace, purse, a top, shorts and a cardigan. I definitely like the colors I got in the items I found clothes wise.

The necklace was an eye grabber from the color. The blues, greens and teals in love. As for the feather earrings they reminded me of a dream catcher like way and I thought they were so cute and had to get them! For the printed earrings they are just so sophisticated to rock with a nice outfit to make it pop if going all neutrals. 

I really love the shorts, because of the print. I haven't seen anything like it and I just so happened to be walking on my way out of the store when these gold print lovers caught my eye! ha! I can't wait to wear them, they're so different yet so gorgeous. 

I love love love the color of this piece! It is so gorgeous.. I cannot wait to wear this little number and incorporate it with other pieces in my wardrobe. I am really loving the color. It came in neon yellow, pink and a couple of other colors but I chose this color for myself. 

I really love the cardigan that I got and of course my sister was like you already have one like that which I don't. I showed my mom and she said the same thing! haha. I definitely had a sweater in these two colors long ago but not a cardigan... I love this new baaby! The colors just go so well with each other. 

The purse also came in black, but for the last couple of times I have gotten a new bag it has been black. This time I opted for the white, which is gorgeous and so is the black one! I was thinking of getting the black one also but I was like maybe not, because I have so much black bags. Maybe, I will go back to get it, because you can rock a black bag with anything! I shall see since I am really in love with this white one.